Spring > Winter

Today I remembered how afraid I am of being alone sometimes.
I guess I should just chill out, because it's really not too bad.
If I take my sour mood and construct it into something good it can even be enjoyable from time to time.

I can't wait for spring to come and pull me out of all my winter moods.
I can't believe this was all covered in snow just a few days ago.

I wish I wasn't so boring.

This is Dumptruck

and all I want is for him to love me.

January was so long.

And it was too cold most of the time.
I'm still looking forward to some spring weather.

In the past week I:
acquired a rat.
became a weird brunette.
became unemployed.
became the brick breaker champ for an hour.

i'm boring.

Winter break consisted of:

Chris
Working too much
Cro mags in philly
Family hang outs
Va beach
JYDoggin
Cat-nappers
Wawa's
Karandon
Delaware being the worst state ever
Bah muthafuckin humbuging
Nerd virgins
Road trips
FXBG
Balloon animals
Cat fights
Watching tear jerkers in bed
Sleeping a lot and then not sleeping at all
Unicorn cards and fairy games

And probably a whole lot of other stuff. Over all I think I had an okay break. Sucks I had to work a lot but stoked on having a little bit of money coming my way until I lose my job...
Not stoked on that or on school...all though it should be better than first semester.

I just want it to be spring.

Working hard, or hardly working?

I've been at work for a little over an hour. So far I've read everyones blogs that I've been neglecting and I've failed to beat my high score in brickbreaker about five times. I also checked every email account I have and checked my bank account. I even looked up some random people on wikipedia just to kill some time. I'd say it's going to be a pretty good day. Half of the office took off today, seeing as it's Christmas Eve, so I don't really have any motivation to do any work today.

This is what I have to look at all day...

It definitely doesn't feel like Christmas Eve to me at all and it's kind of a bummer. The only thing that feels like Christmas is that it has been far to cold for the past couple of days and I have less money than usual. I'm stoked on going to my Grandmother's tonight though. I'm also stoked on hanging out with my Dad tomorrow and getting to see Chris. Both will definitely be really awesome.

Anyways, as much as I usually hate this job it is pretty cool sometimes. I just got a Christmas card from the head underwriter. He apologized for not giving it to me sooner and wished me a Merry Christmas with a 100$ American Express gift card, no big deal? Thirty minutes ago I was bummed on not having enough money in my account to buy myself lunch today. Now I'm not so bummed because not only do I have money, but lunch is being catered. I also got an email saying that we are closing at 1:30 today instead of 5:00. These people do a really good job of making me feel like a jerk for never doing any work. I guess it's time to start actually working.

Worst weekend keeps getting worse...