Honestly, I'm not very stoked for summer.
Chris is moving back to the beach.
I'm probably going to be working too much.
My living situation is looking stressful.

Let's just see if I even get through the last week of school.

I feel like I'm losing myself.

I don't know how everything got so messed up so quickly.

I'm trying so hard to be okay and I'm not having fun.
Getting called busted by dudes I don't even know isn't fun to me and I don't know why apparently some girls are cool with that. I feel like I'm losing a lot of my friends and the only one I have to blame is myself. It sucks to be walking home alone and just needing someone to talk to and not being able to get in touch with anyone.

The only things I have learned so far are that...
Staying out late doesn't make coming home alone any easier.
Monster energy drinks don't make you have energy they just make you feel like shit.
And as many times as I think things are finally working out in my life I am still wrong.

I just want to fall asleep and wake up a month ago.

The only thing that stays constant in my life is that when one bad thing happens a million other bad things happen too.






What an AWESOME week!