RIP

Going crazy.
Full of hate.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLLLLOLOLOLOL.

I think for my birthday I just want to runaway and go on an adventure.
I need some fresh air.

Labor Day

I'm pretty exhausted from this weekend.

I arrived in Richmond Saturday afternoon with nothing to do since LWhit ditched me! It was okay though because I went shopping and spent too much money.

Later on I met up with Amira at her new apartment which is really nice. Dinner was better than I expected...our waiter and Amira will be in love soon. Bummed I didn't get to see Lewis, but another visit will be in my future.

Sunday Chris came up and we literally spent all day at the tattoo shop. I'm so stoked on both of our tattoos. Darryl rules! I'm also really glad I got to see my dad for a minute. It gets me so stoked to see him and Chris getting along so well. I don't give my dad enough credit.

Unfortunately in Richmond I heard about drama that was going on and it's a bummer that people I used to be really good friends with are like they are now. It makes me glad that I'm not involved though.

Over all I had a really good weekend. Hopefully this week goes by fast and will be followed by another good weekend. I can't wait for it to be fall for real.

This blog was really poorly organized. I don't care. Happy Labor Day!

This morning I woke up at 745 and got all the way to my apartment and remembered that I left my back pack at Chris' apartment. So I drove all the way back there and got my back pack and rushed back to my apartment to get ready for class on time. I got to class a few minutes before 9 when I remembered that my class starts at 930 and not 9...I've got too much on my mind and should just go back to bed until tomorrow.

Loner Lyfe Lolz

It's been a good couple weeks since I took the plunge and moved.

I have to say it was pretty impulsive of me. I don't think anyone took me seriously when I said I wanted to move... I don't think I even took myself seriously until it finally came down to the actual move. I'm still unsure of where I will end up but I'm not too worried about it right now. I don't know if I'll be working or if I'll be alone down here or if I will really finish my credits in time to transfer, but honestly I think I'm okay with that. The fact that I have the time to think all of those uncertainties through is enough for me right now. These uncertainties terrify me but I think even if I experience some set backs I will manage to get back to being happy here.

In the past two weeks I have listened to more music than I have in months. One night I even went to Barnes and Noble by myself and I wasn't just going to splurge on Starbucks. I sat down alone and read through some books and looked at some art. I know very little about art, but I know what I like and I now have weird collages all over my new walls. No one has seen them yet to confess to me how unorganized they look but I like them...so for now, they stay.
I've gone for a run or a walk almost every day and on days I didn't I adventured around the surrounding areas in my car, trying to get acquainted. This weekend when I had to go to my Mom's for some family functions I counted down the hours until I could leave without being rude. So for now I really like it here and I'm really happy.

Hoping for the best but expecting the worst...

The past week or so have been pretty good.
Stoked to be done with work but not stoked on being broke soon.

I can't believe school starts tomorrow... this summer went by way too fast.

If you told me that this is where I'd be a year ago I wouldn't believe it.
A lot has changed but I'm pretty excited to see where it goes.
Only thing I wish I had now was some more time to settle before school tomorrow but the weekend isn't too far away.