205 Plum Street

I kind of miss...
Lombardy market
Bike girl
Einstein
Tiny balcony chillerz
On-Demand
and even Lewis

this
is
not
my
life

but i WILL have a good day tomorrow.

Everything is starting to happen so fast and I'm not ready for any of it.
When did summer become more stressful than fall?

Stuck

Nothing I can do can make this any better or any worse.
I've never felt more betrayed, abandoned or taken advantage of by this many people.
But you can only blame yourself, and I'm really the only one to blame.
Everyone sucks.

I'm completely exhausted.
I'm exhausted physically, mentally, and emotionally.
The only thing I'm looking forward to is hopefully finally getting some sleep and going here more often.



I've had the longest week and it is only going to be followed by the longest summer and that isn't a good thing as of how things are now...




Here I rest where disappointment and regret collide lying awake at night.

Why the FUCK am I parked on 64 right now!?

I'm going fucking crazy right now I'm in the worst fucking mood I just want to go home and there is a cop blocking traffic on 64 for god knows what at 1130pm.
I hate everything.
Stoked on waking up for work at 7am!

"It's hard to look in the mirror these days when everyone has everything you'd rather be."

It sucks that I have to work the rest of the summer and won't have much time for anything. I just started summer vacation and it is basically over for me already.
I guess I just hope to find some time and some people to join me on some road trips. I think I would be down for any where other than here.
But...
I hate trying to talk to my friends and not getting any responses.
I hate living here and I hate living alone.
Maybe if I can get myself to sleep long enough I will wake up and be okay again.

Yep, it is official...this summer is going to suck!